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| 04:15pm 27/10/2003 |
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"im serious!. you're not one of those stupid girls who care about irrelevant things in life, you're unique, and a good person, only intelligent people are like that. stupid people are just pricks and assholes who only care about what people have to say about them."
I lub you Leo <3 |
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(5 Lies | Pretend To Care)
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| 11:37am 27/10/2003 |
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mood:  dorky
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Today I thought would be shitty [during school anyways] And it's really not so far. First period teacher shows me my mark so far...100%!
He said he made a mistake somewhere but it's not that far off. Made me happy =]
Second period I kinda just left the room half way through and sat with Dylan and Josh in the caf. Barman comes on the PA and it's so damn loud and then Dylan screams "FUCK YOU!"
Hahaha... so great!
Now I'm supposed to be doing work that's due @ the end of class so I should really get on that.
After this class I get to give Julia her gift =D
weeee!
The day is going by pretty fast =]
I like these days.
Yesterday we had a good talk. That's all I really have time to say...
[Toodles]
Oh yea, tomorrow I get to update in nerdy_chipmunk again! =D |
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| 07:39pm 26/10/2003 |
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What can I say? I'll bite my tongue again today. What can I do when I feel so stupid over you? I wish they'd just go ahead and cut it off. And, I don't wanna work anymore cause sometimes I just can't ignore the way I feel when I see you smile. And someday I'll just shut my eyes and maybe then you'll realize... I'm just a fucking geek in love with you. When's the right time to use a stupid pick up line? "So how's the weather? Do you wanna spend the night together?" I know that you are just a girl but in my eyes you rule the world. I just thought I'd let you know... you're my best friend and that's ok, but I wanna see you night and day, and wake up holding you right by my side. I've said my peace so now I'll run and hide... I'd bring you candy and flowers, sit by the phone for hours... sing a song outside your window just if you would let me know. No more waking up lonely, will you be my one and only? Please let me know right now cause I'm not gonna live forever.
This song is so cute it hurts.
( Only if you're bored enough... ) |
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(7 Lies | Pretend To Care)
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| 05:11pm 22/10/2003 |
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Two tickets torn in half
And a lot of nothin' to do
You had plans for both of us
That involved a trip out of town
To a place I've seen in a magazine
That you'd left lyin' around
I don't have you with me
But I keep a good attitude
I know you'd rather see me gone
Than to see me the way that I am
But I am in your life any way
To vanish into oblivion
It's easy to do
And I tried to leave but you know me
I come back when you want me to.
Do you miss me, Miss Misery
Like you say you do
Wellp, I'm off to work in a few... joy...
Wow I feel so shitty. This really sucks.
I'm gonna make a cup of French Vanilla to take with me on the treck to work.
And I'll listen to all the songs that make me think of you...
Which is most.
You've got me hooked mr crazy pants.
And I hate you for it.
I was never supposed to fall for you.
<3 |
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(5 Lies | Pretend To Care)
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| [My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me, so won't you kill me? So I die happy] |
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| 04:51pm 22/10/2003 |
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mood:  crappy
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Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKSToday SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKSToday SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS Today SUCKS!!!!
Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCKTomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCKTomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK Tomorrow's gonna SUCK!!!!
Friday should be good =] |
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( Pretend To Care)
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| 03:54pm 22/10/2003 |
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mood:  grateful music: Dark Side Of The Moon - Pink Floyd
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"well common, the only problem with those guys is that they see your outward beauty and thats all they go for, you need to find someone who looks for what is inside, because even though you are gorgeous, you are an amazing person...
you didnt even know me, and you were so nice to me the first like week or so of philosophy"
You give me too much credit RP
But thank you! You're such an awesome friend =]
Ps: I'm still trying to get you an lj code. |
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(5 Lies | Pretend To Care)
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| 11:50pm 20/10/2003 |
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mood:  blah
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So you walk back into my life almost an exact year later...to what? Open old wounds?
GreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreatGreat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ike:
haha thats only like a year old darling lol
speakin of which i still have that screamer pass...
Me:
me too...
Ike:
its in the desk thingy next to me
Me:
mine's in me room. I found it last week while i was cleaning...
Ike:
i've always had it in this drawer i just didn't wanna throw it away.. actually i didn't toss anything most of its in a box in my room...
me mommy found a bunch of shit and tossed alot of my stuff which wasn't kool so i was like alrite in u go..
Me:
I have to put it in a box too...yea i still have that book you made me.
Ike:
i still have the other copy.,... few ppl stole it and read it.. they loved it but they didn't knwo the truth behind it...
Me:
I guess we're the only ones
Ike:
yes we do, and the truth hasn't died
Me:
...think it ever will?
Ike:
i don't know gurl i hope not, i care alot for u still even after a year of somewhat quietness...
Me:
yea it really has been a year
Ike:
it went by quick...
Me:
yea it really did...
Ike:
wll that's good... even through the end wasn't too good...
Me:
i agree
Ike:
i'm sorry...
Me:
Lets not go there.
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Lets not go there ever again.
I don't know what to say... |
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(3 Lies | Pretend To Care)
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| 10:07pm 20/10/2003 |
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-[ basic ]-
first name: Maria-Assunta
middle name: Faith
last name: D?Orazio
nicknames: Mair, lady, some others..
gender: Female
age: 3!!! Yea I wish
birthday: January 24th
height: 5'3"/5?4?ish
hair colour: Brown
eye colour: dark brown
do you wear glasses or contacts: both
do you have braces: no
is your hair long or short: long
where were you born: Toronto
current location: Richmond Hill
zodiac sign: Aquarius
how many languages do you know: English, Italian, most Spanish, and basic french
bad habits: assuming the worst
piercings you have: 5, nose, tongue, navel, and 0g lobes
piercings you want: a couple more I suppose..
tattoos you have: one at the moment
tattoos you want: oh boy...too many
-[ pets ]-
do you have any pets: nope =[
what are their names: ...
-[ school ]-
are you still in school: yea
did you drop out: no
favourite grade: probably Kindergarden or grade 6
least favourite grade: hah.. many
favourite teacher: Mr. Candy
least favourite teacher: many of them
favourite subject: Art, english
least favourite subject: Math, science
do/did you buy lunch or bring it: both
play any sports on the school's team: with the school, no
do/did you do any extracurricular activities: School play?
are/were you popular: In grade 9 I was lol...
favourite memory: Prolly slamming the locker on Dave?s head. Hahaha... nah it?s not my FAVORITE, but it?s up there alright.
-[ favourites ]-
number: 13
clothing brand: I donno..
shoes: my chucks, and my boots <3
tv show: Gilmore Girls, Family Guy, Simpsons, and others...
vegetable: Red Pepers
fruit: Peaches
movie: Harold and Maude
magazine: Chronicles of Chaos! Haahaha.. Umm... not sure.. it was BW&BK for a while
actor: I think Edward Norten is great
actress: Angelina Jolie
candy: PIXIE STICKS!
gum: I donno...
scent: Lily of the valley
candy bar: Coffee Chrisp
ice cream flavour: Vanilla...cookies and cream is good stuff too
colour: red, black
season: Fall
holiday: Halloween
type of music: I like a bunch of different kinds
thing in your room: prolly my bed.. ha.. I donno...
place to be: with the people I care about
radio station: I don't listen to the radio other than at work
overall food: good food
fast food: I don't like fast food much
shape: Stars
time of day: night time
country: Africa looks neat to visit....I loved England though
state: pffff US.. no thanks...hahaha
boys name: Noah [not sure tho]
girls name: MOON-UNIT!
mall: what about it?
shampoo: whatever
board game: Kids Monopoly, Life..
-[ whats the first thing that comes to mind when you hear ]-
dog: puppy!
hot: sun
orange: kite
black: heart
rainbow: brite
cherry: nonno?s cherry tree
cucumber: cream cheese
shark: sharp teeth
bat: summer nights
leather: dead cow L
whip: cream
america: corruption
water: home
volcano: BAM! Haha I donno...
-[ this or that ]-
shakira or britney: no thanks
icp or eminem: icp I guess
kittie or garbage: Garbage
mtv or vh1: VH1 has better shows (I love the 80s/70s, and all that jazz)
buffy or angel: neither
dawson's creek or gilmore girls: GILMORE GIRLS!!!!
football or basketball: Hockey
black or white: mix them both and make gray
orange or red: red
yellow or green: yellow
purple or pink: both <3
hot topic or pac sun: I donno Hot Topic I suppose
inside or outside: both
weed or alcohol: neither
tattoos or piercings: both
prep or punk: this is a stupid question
slut or whore: whore.. they make more $ haha
-[ private life ]-
do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: no
do you have a crush: maybe....
do you love anyone right now: I used to
how many people broke your heart: hah.. yea.. more than I would have liked.
do you go by looks or personality: both
so moving along..do you smoke: fuck no
do you smoke weed: fuck no
beer good or beer bad: no thanks
are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: no, I am a sissy who doesn't drink at all.. well I haven?t in a long time. I just have no desire to. I don?t need to drink to have fun.
-[ would you ever ]-
bungee jump: yes
sky dive: yes
swim with dolphins: yes
scuba dive: nope =[ scared of fish
go rock climbing: yes
eat shit for $1,000,000: depends who's it was.Hahaha.. and no
steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: That?s a stupid question, and if you answer yes remind me to kick you in the face. kthxdie
lie to the police: never was put in that position..
run from the police: same answer as above
lie to your parents: =/ yea I feel horrible when I do
walk up to a stranger and kiss them: if it was a double dare haha
be an exotic dancer: nope
walk out of a restaurant without paying: I am not that ignorant. Water/waitress would have to pay the tab... People can be idiots.
-[ what did you do ]-
last birthday: nothing...well Julia came over and we watched Harold and Maude
last weekend: Hung out with Brad, and went to a Hard Core show
christmas: whole bunch of family stuff
thanksgiving: Didn?t celebrate this year.. was in Detroit
-[ the last ]-
thing you ate: Shreddies
thing you drank: Water
thing you wore: I am in pants
place you went: Mall
thing you got pierced/tattooed: pierced, my tongue
Tattooed: me backside
person you saw: in my house my brother, outside of my house, my neighbor and her lil adorable daughter.
person you kissed: Brad
person you talked to: talking to Brad right now
song you heard: Grow Old With You - Adam Sandler [aw breaks my heart]
-[ yes or no ]-
are you a vegetarian: Y-E-S!
do you like cows: moooo! <3
are you a bitch: I can be
are you artistic: I?d like to think so
are you a fast runner: I?m okie
can you ski: yea
are you british: haha no
do you want to spear britney: don't care enough about her to even worry about her.
did you ever give barbie a haircut: AHAHA all the time!!! I really did.
would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: no dead animals please
do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: no, people have vivid imaginations..
are you straight: as in sexual oprientation, lifestyle wise?... be more specific.
are you fat: no
are you skinny: not too skinny
are you short: I like to call it vertically challenged
are you tall: see above
do you own a hot pink shirt: Prolly
how about orange pants: I WISH! Haha how nifty would that be!
are you evil: I?m the devil herself
did you ever know someone who had a mullet: I know a few who have had them
do you like marilyn manson: Yea
did you ever touch someone else's private parts: Hahaha I don?t know why this makes me laugh? hahahaha! ?. yea
hot topic: what about it? stupid question.
-[ random questions ]-
do you admit when you need help with a problem: sometimes...
can people read you like a book: some may think so, but really not at all.
do you talk a lot: depends who I am talking to... I guess
are you afraid of clowns: yea =/
do you like spiders: NOOOOOOO!!!! I?m getting better though!
how about grape kool-aid: I?m allergic jerkass!
can you drive: I am an excellent driver... =D just don?t have my license
are you spoiled: no, I never had the opportunity to be spoiled.
are you anti-social: definitely not
now that this is over, what are you going to do: keep talking to Brad =] and listening to Bouncing Souls |
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(12 Lies | Pretend To Care)
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| 05:04pm 16/10/2003 |
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music: Ebolarama - Every Time I Die
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This will be my journal untill the 27th... then it will go back to being me personal journal =] |
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(7 Lies | Pretend To Care)
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| [tearing me apart] |
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| 11:24am 26/07/2003 |
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Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You were always the mysterious one.
With dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care.
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees.
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself. |
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(4 Lies | Pretend To Care)
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| [the painful realization that has all gone wrong] |
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| 10:47pm 18/06/2003 |
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My room has turned into a coffin, I'm buried alive.
I'll die in here just to be safe.
Could I sum up what I'm feeling?
...Lets try...
I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on none the less
and there's nothing to cusion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
keep pulling me close to home.
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
longer good-byes
embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes.
Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you and I can't be
without that scent. It's filling me
with all you mean to me.
Continually failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
and you won't let me sink
though I'm beggin you.
Phone calls from further away
and messages on here,
but I don't ever tell you this distance
seems terrible.
There is no need to test my heart,
with useless space.
These roads go on forever
and so do you and I.
So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
and pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
and head on my way up there.
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.
I'm going to head up back to my coffin...see if I get some more studying done.
Nite |
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